Sunday, September 21st, 2003
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12:07 am - My Brothers
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Alright well i needed something to update and since i was talking to my brother brant_ayala and decided that i am going to make a post dedicated to my brothers brant_ayala and ayala_trace.
So first and Foremost i am going to talk about
brant_ayala: Brant is my younger brother and probally my favorite person in this world. He's always been there for me and He always makes me laugh. All of you girls should be jealous that you dont have such an awesome younger brother.
Brant: your not only my brother but also my best friend. I wish you were in LA with me too. Its not them same getting into trouble with out you her. I love ya baby bro.
ayala_trace: Trace is my older brother and a pretty cool guy but he's def not the smartest person in the world. He tends to not notice things unless you point it out. It always comes in handy with liquor.
Trace: Your an awesome older brother and have been there for me and Brant through everything and were always there for us even when you were far away. I love ya bro.
Edit: I forgot to add something about my adopted brother justin_timber .
justin_timber: Even though he is not a blood brother Justin is just as much a brother to me as trace and Brant are. He's also been the one i turned to when i was too afraid to go to my brothers and he is always there when i need something.
Justin: Though you arent blood, to me you are a second older brother to me and i am so lucky to have you in my life. thank you for everything you have ever done for me. I love you J
<3 Brittany <3
current mood: cheerful current music: Holiday in the SUn Movie
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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8:52 am - school
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So i started my freshman year of college and i already hate the school and the people. You would think in College they'd be more mature and stuff but they arent. They are prejudging me when they dont even know me. To make matters worse i have the room mate from hell. She's so mean and so cruel i hate it.
I want to go home and not go to school or just transfer over to UCLA. if I go to Ucla I dont have to dorm, I can live with trace and commute to school and then i have my own room and dont need to worry if i make friends or not. *sighs* But who knows if trace will ever go for that.
I thought college was going to be different and people wouldnt judge me on who i am associated with. I was born a ayala i didnt fucking know my moms best friends kid would become famous and that my brother would become it to because hes best friends with the kid. I didnt know what fucking shit that would cause in my life. I feel like i have two friends in the whole world and thats Jenna Dewan and Jamie Lynn Spears neither of which are my age.
Now i am going to try and get things done while my roomie is out at classes and cant be a bitch to me *sighs* all i fucking want to do is move out and leave this stupid school.
-Britty
current mood: crying current music: emotionless- Good Charlotte
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Monday, September 1st, 2003
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11:44 pm
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I move into my college dorms tomorrow and i am excited but very nervous still. I dont know how i feel. I want to go to college and experience college life but at the same time i am worried about if people will like me or if they will find out who i grew up with and use me to get near him.
I talked to Brant last night and he made me relieze that i need to not worry about it and just go to school. I dont need to tell them who i am and i dont have to talk to them about it if i dont want to. I am glad Brant isnt too far so if i need him he is close by.
Alright WTF was my brother thinking wearing that ugly ass suit to the VMAS.. No wonder Brant wants to be a timberlake it was embaressing..
Well i am off to bed -Brittany
current mood: tired current music: crossroads movie
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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5:13 pm - ooc
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Until probally sometime after the first week of september i wont be around and able to update but dont remove me please.
Sunday the 24th i leave for a cruise and come back friday the 29th Sat the 30th i am going to see NFG September 2nd i move into my college dorm and classes start the 3rd.
- Brittany ayala writer
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Thursday, May 29th, 2003
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12:02 am - friends only
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This Journal is friends only so if you are a member of not_listening
I am not Brittany Ayala this is a roleplaying Journal only and it is just for fun. So unless you are in Not Listening dont comment for me to add you.
current mood: sleepy
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